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Sometimes you want to say, “I love you, but…” Yet the “but” takes away the ‘I love you’. In love their are no ‘buts’ or ‘if’s’ or ‘when’. It’s just there, and always. No beginning, no end. It’s the condition-less state of the heart. Not a feeling that comes and goes at the whim of the emotions. It is there in our heart, a part of our heart…eventually grafting itself into each limb and cell of our bodies. Love changes our brain, the way we move and talk. Love lives in our spirit and graces us with its presence each day, until death. To say “I love you, but….” is to say, “I did not love you at all”. I say this to you now: I love you, with no beginning, no end. I love you as you have become an extra necessary organ in my body. I love you as only a girl could love a boy. Without fear. Without expectations. Wanting nothing in return, except that you allow me to keep you here in my heart, that I may always know your strength, your eyes, and your spirit that gave me freedom and let me fly. .Coco J. Ginger
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When you miss someone....it’s weird…your body doesn’t function normally..as it should. Because I miss you, and my heart…it’s not steady…my soul it sings numb. Fingers are cold…like you…your soul.Coco J. Ginger
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Her heart had grown so familiar to the pain of life without him, that to respond now seemed too large a pleasure she could not endure. If pain was love, then she loved fiercely. Yet knew she could not be near that boy again.Coco J. Ginger
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Growth in love comes from a place of absence, where the imagination is left to it’s own devices and creates you to be much more then reality would ever allow.Coco J. Ginger
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When we are in love, we are convinced nobody else will do. But as time goes, others do do, and often do do, much much better.Coco J. Ginger
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I want your most vital organ. I want it to be mine.Coco J. Ginger
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…..she needed him to know she did not care. She was spirited, tenacious, and full of contempt for him.Coco J. Ginger
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You cannot mistake this You cannot reinvent this moment You cannot call this love It is so much moreCoco J. Ginger
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You don’t deserve my image in your head. You don’t deserve my memories in your chest.Coco J. Ginger
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You’re a mess, I confess, I despise you in the best kind of way.Coco J. Ginger
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He’s an indulgent sort of man…… With a quick lip and a fierce tongue, the sort of tongue that draws you in with charm and words of praise, awkward silences and desperate worships.Coco J. Ginger
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It's a finger snapping kind of day.Coco J. Ginger
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My lips are fierce with passion. My heart spins fiery beats. A rhythm lives within my fingers and dances in my feet.Coco J. Ginger
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He cared less, so they cared more. He said it was beautiful. I knew he was broken. This was his game.Coco J. Ginger
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I won’t let you have it. I won’t give you this moment. I won’t let you fill up this valuable organ... I own it. I won’t do it. I can’t think, I won’t think about it.Coco J. Ginger
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And I don’t even like you, but the pain of life without you is biting.Coco J. Ginger
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She stabbed him with her wicked pretty knife, disrupted his simple life. She's a player, a heartbreaker, and now she breaks alone.Coco J. Ginger
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…so many ticks steadily around the clock. My heart beats ferociously, as if to say it will not digest this leaving. But you are gone. I could never look into your tormenting eyes again. You mock me with each word you choose…. of the millions of words in the English tongue you could have chosen…you select the one’s that break me down.Coco J. Ginger
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I can cast a spell on your behalf regarding a relationship, your financial situation, future events, or whatever is important to you. I have the power and I use the power. I can change the course of your destiny. Contact me and I shall cast a spell for you. Tell me what it is you want and I shall go about my work. Is it someone or something you desire to have? Do you want wealth, or happiness, or a mate E.T.C.Chief OduduwaEmail: [email protected] .Chief Oduduwa
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The world I held so closely, she played me like a game, I released and left her laughing to stand on my own two feet.Coco J. Ginger
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I’m mistaken….for thinking you were someone with a heart worth breaking.Coco J. Ginger
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Maybe she had it wrong all this time and her empty heart could never be filled by his ingenious broken spirit. Maybe this yearning had nothing to do with him, and everything to do with her.Coco J. Ginger
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Now he was nothing to her, just a lesson in time, a wicked boy-man, incapable of wealth or prestige.Coco J. Ginger
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She had missed him so long now, that the feeling had become a part of her. As each day passed, the missing distanced itself from her heart. One day she woke, and realized the missing was there but the pain was gone. Missing without pain is tolerable. Pain linked to heartache is intolerable.Coco J. Ginger
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She wanted to write to him. Tell him she was glad he was back, that he was alive, that he was home and safe. But words to him no longer fit right in her her mouth. Words which belonged in his ownership were no longer hers to give. Silence was the only acceptable state her heart would grant. He would never know what he missed, because she refused to be heard in his presence. All the words he could have had, all the phrases he might have danced with. The smiles which would have been imprinted upon his heart, would never be. And his lips would never be able to reply to the words she could not say.Coco J. Ginger
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Writers do not have the privilege of sleep. There is always a story coming alive in their heads, constantly composing. Whether they choose it or not.Coco J. Ginger
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But every spiteful word she ever wrote him was effortless love clenched in her fists. Her heart screaming for stability in this fiery game of desire.Coco J. Ginger
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I miss your silent stature, your avoided days of disaster, your present state of distress. I’m cinnamon, cloves and fire, you are the rested cedarwood of desire.Coco J. Ginger
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Color me.... B R I L L I A N T.Coco J. Ginger
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Tricks ripped and you tripped, tricked yourself by falling slowly. I’m the winner in this game, unable to stoop to your level of shame. Unwilling to reply to your words of ache.Coco J. Ginger
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Defend myself? I cannot defend the verbal repressions of a boy. A curmudgeonly, cantankerous, ill-tempered, counterfeit boy.Coco J. Ginger