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JAMIE'S SONG 'I Had No Choice':I had no choice, I had to be hers. And now she’s gone, I have to be hurt. She’s not the one that I wanted, She’s just the one that I had. She’s not the one that I’d chosen, She’s just the one I got given. I never said, ‘Hey, she’s the one for me, ’ It was already built in me. I didn’t say, ‘Hey, she’s so pretty, ’ It’s just these eyes were made to see… her. I had no choice, I had to be hers. And now she’s gone, I have to be hurt. I had no choice, that’s how it was written. I had no choice, that’s the life I got given. .Neha Yazmin
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Forgiveness before one’s death, isn’t just about asking and receiving it, it’s also about forgiving others.Neha Yazmin
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JAMIE'S SONG 'Million Years/Billion Deaths':Every beat of my heart says, ‘ Who’d wanna be a heart?’ Every cell in my body, Wants to split apart. Though I know I have to be strong. And I’m sure I won’t have to wait long. But when each day lasts forever, And when every night lasts much longer, Tell me how am I supposed to go on? But if each moment with you, Lasts as long as these lonely nights do, Then I’d wait a million years for you. Yes, I’ll wait a million years for you. And I’ll die a billion deaths to get to you. To get to you… Every breath I take whispers, ‘ Who’d wanna be in love?’ Every vein in my body, Has bled dry, my love. Though I know I have to be strong. And I’m sure I won’t have to wait long. But when each day lasts forever, And when every night lasts much longer, Tell me how am I supposed to go on? But if each moment with you, Lasts as long as these lonely nights do, Then I’d wait a million years for you. Yes, I’ll wait a million years for you. And I’ll die a billion deaths to get to you. To get to you….Neha Yazmin
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JAMIE'S SONG 'WHERE YOU ARE':I left my heart at your door, Don’t tread on it on your way out. It’s convulsing on the floor, Can’t you hear it scream and shout? I dropped my life by your feet, Don’t kick it as you walk down the street. I put my dreams in your hand, Don’t let them slip through your fingers like grains of sand. And my eyes will watch you from afar, Guide you like a shooting star. And you’ll see that I’ll always be where you are. Where you are. Yes, you know that I’ll always be where you are. Yes my eyes will watch you from afar, Guide you like a shooting star. And you’ll see that I’ll always be where you are. Where you are. .Neha Yazmin
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JAMIE'S SONG 'August and November':They say it was a beautiful summer. I say I felt so cold the whole short while. I heard that it rained for days, Between August and November.Well I didn’t see it rain on the enslaved river. I am the river no more (x2)And the rain is just acid water from their cloudy black smoke. And now I’m at a standstill on the streets, That are lit up like a funfair from some forgotten dream. Yet faces, headlights, and the whole world passes by me. Without taking a step, I’m down in the hole too. And if it rains this coming Dark and lonely December, I will never watch it fall on the entrapped river. I am the river no more (x2)And the rain is acid water from their cloudy black smoke.Neha Yazmin
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JAMIE'S SONG 'LOVE TRANSFUSION':I’m not sleeping nights, I’m not doing good. I’m not eating right, have no use for food. All I do is bleed dry for you. But somehow I survive, And wake up with more love for you. It’s not blood running through my veins, it’s you. I’ve had a strange blood transfusion, To add to my confusion. It’s not compatible; I’m going hysterical. It’s some kind of love transfusion. Love transfusion. Love transfusion. I’ve had a strange blood transfusion. Blood transfusion. Blood transfusion. It’s not blood running through my veins, it’s you.Neha Yazmin
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JAMIE'S SONG 'Bright Blue Dream':I watch the world go round and round. And see the sun go up and down. I think I’ve heard most every sound Except your voice. I feel the river by my feet. And let the tears dry indiscrete. Seems the horizon’s incomplete Without your face. The world is a colder place, Shadows everywhere you used to be. Darker than the darkest nights I’ve seen. And I try go back to that Bright blue dream. When there was nothing, there was nothing, but you and me. Clear blue sky. Yes there was something, there was something, I could not see.Neha Yazmin
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Maggie would want more from every guy she dated, every relationship she had, because she was using Jamie and Mukti’s love story as a template. And she’d always be disappointed. Neither love nor life is like a fairytale…Neha Yazmin
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It was easy to tell Jamie to move on, be happy with someone else. But she saw now that it would absolutely kill her to see him with another woman.Neha Yazmin
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I'm proud of myself So it's okay if you're ashamed of me. I'm happy with what I've accomplished So it's okay if you're not impressed by me. I've done what many can't So it's okay if you don't believe in me. I love the things I compile So it's okay if you think I cramp your style. I've done it by myself But I'll help you should you ever call on me.Neha Yazmin
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JAMIE'S SONG 'UN-BROKE':Un-broke and, All is well. I did not expect that. Unspoken, All I felt. I should not have done that. But now that is all behind me. Something else, something more defines me. I could be scattered all over the world again, And I would still be me. Find my way back here again. Though I don’t think that could happen, I feel so unbreakable, Now that I am un-broke. Like the wind, I floated. I could not change one thing. Like the trees, I stood there. Branches swayed bare in Spring.My darkest days are behind me. Blinding sun and stars always find me. I could be shattered into the abyss again, But I would still be free. Climb out of the hole again. I’ll see the skies that never darken. I know I’m unbreakable, Now that I am un-broke.Neha Yazmin
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JAMIE'S SONG 'HEAVEN':You hold me so tight that I can’t breathe, You make me feel light that I can’t sleep. Float from our bed, fly away, Soaring like angels through the heavens and seas. I wish that we hadn’t taken so long, To realise this is where we belong. This is the life, that you and IHave been dying for. If heaven is this, This place in your arms, I’m not afraid of dying, I want to die tonight. If heaven is this, Your lips when we kiss, I’m not afraid of dying, Let them kill me tonight. And I know I’ll go to heaven, Because I made you smile. Yes, I know I’ll go to heaven, Because you loved our life. But if they banish me to hell, You will pull me out again. You belong in heaven, And I belong with you. .Neha Yazmin