4 Quotes & Sayings By Dorothy Bussy

Dorothy Bussy (1907-2000) was a writer, teacher and social activist. She was born in Yonkers, New York and moved to New Orleans as a child. She graduated from the University of Pennsylvania and went on to earn a Doctorate in Psychobiology from Columbia University. Her dissertation, "The Problem of the Psychobiological Approach to Psychotherapy: The Psychobiology of Neurotic States," won her the prize for best doctoral dissertation at Columbia Read more

Her first book, "The Rocking-Horse Winner" (1937), was published to instant acclaim. Her other books include "The Heroine's Quest: A Study in Women's Psychology" (1952), "The Woman Who Marries Too Well" (1955), "The Heroine's Companion" (1970), "Linda: A Novel" (1975), and "A Daughter's Inheritance" (1989).

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I have occupied this idle, empty winter with writing a story. It has been written to please myself, without thought of my own vanity or modesty, without regard for other people's feelings, without considering whether I shock or hurt the living, without scrupling to speak of the dead. The world, I know, is changing. I am not indifferent to the revolution that has caught us in its mighty skirts, to the enormity of the flood that is threatening to submerge us. But what could I do? In the welter of the surrounding storm, I have taken refuge for a moment on this little raft, constructed with the salvage of my memory. I have tried to steer it into that calm haven of art in which I still believe. I have tried to avoid some of the rocks and sandbanks that guard its entrance.[from the introduction]. Dorothy Bussy
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Love has always been the chief business of my life, the only thing I have thought–no, felt–supremely worth while, and I don’t pretend that this experience was not succeeded by others. But at that time, I was innocent, with the innocence of ignorance, I didn’t know what was happening to me. I was without consciousness, that is to say, more utterly absorbed than was ever possible again. For after that first time there was always part of me standing aside, comparing, analysing, objecting: ‘Is this real? Is this sincere?’ All the world of my predecessors was there before me, taking, as it were, the bread out of my mouth. Was this stab in my heart, this rapture, really mine or had I merely read about it? For every feeling, every vicissitude of my passion, there would spring into my mind a quotation from the poets. Shakespeare or Donne or Heine had the exact phrase for it. Comforting, perhaps, but enraging too. Nothing ever seemed spontaneously my own. As the blood dripped from the wound, there was always part of me to watch with a smile and a sneer: ‘Literature! Mere literature! Nothing to make a fuss about! ’ And then I would add, ‘But so Mercutio jested as he died! . Dorothy Bussy
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How hard it is to kill hope! Time after time, one thinks one has trodden it down, stamped it to death. Time after time, like a noxious insect, it begins to stir again, it shivers back again into a faint tremulous life. Once more it worms its way into one's heart, to instil its poison, to gnaw away the solid hard foundations of life and leave in their place the hollow phantom of illusion. Dorothy Bussy