Quotes From "Volition" By Shawn Kirsten Maravel

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So, how is it that you don’t have a girlfriend?” I asked boldly. Joel shrugged.“ Have you ever had a girlfriend?” There was no way that he’d never had a girlfriend. He shrugged again.“ You’re not serious.”“ You’re surprised?”“ I’m sorry, do you own a mirror?” Joel laughed in that I’ll-never-understand-women kind of way. “I’ve never wanted one, ” he admitted, though it seemed that there was more to it.“ What? A mirror? Or a girlfriend?” He laughed again, even harder this time. “A girlfriend.”“ Are you gay?” He smiled. “No, I’m not gay.”“ Oh.” I blushed. Why was I being so nosy all of a sudden?. Shawn Kirsten Maravel
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The longer I looked into his eyes the more I felt that he was leading me down a road that I was determined not to follow. Shawn Kirsten Maravel
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‎''I froze. Like an idiot I froze. He was staring right at me. (...) He wore an innocent and mesmerizing smile directed right at me. I did my best to ignore it but having a gorgeously naked man staring at me like I was the only girl in the world was impossible to brush off. Shawn Kirsten Maravel
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‎''Your heart is either beating or it's not, your heart never forgets. As long as your heart is beating follow it, it will always stay true to you. Shawn Kirsten Maravel
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His eyes darted over the surface of my face. Like a moth to a blaze he was hesitant, seeming to crave my warmth but not its inevitable burn. He explored me from a distance with his unspoken desire, with the fear that touching me would set him to flame. I wanted nothing more in that moment than to prove very much the opposite. Shawn Kirsten Maravel
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All I knew was that I couldn't have him right now. It was impossible. Could I have him in a year? Two years? Five years? Ten years? I didn't know. All I knew was that although the universe was pushing us together, it was also pushing us apart. Lily Paradis
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I'm so stupid, " I tell her, tears streaming down my face now, blocking my vision. "You're not stupid. You're just an emotional vampire. Lily Paradis