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But no matter what my eyes report, there is beauty that lives under the skin, under the surface, under the standards set up for me by outside arbiters of what is good and true. Those arbiters are not always so reliable. They can be bought and sold. They can be marketed and manufactured. The real standards, the ones set forth by the One who made me, are solid, knitted into me at my beginning. This beauty is true and real, and it lives within the heart. It is my heart that must be trained to recognize this beauty. .Angela Doll Carlson
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The move away from writing poetry was gradual. It was a gentle slope into a muddy pond; it was a collection of choices. There was no one thing that took the pen from my hand. Life got in the way. Poetry was an elective. I elected to let it slip into the water. I elected to let my inner poet slide into that deep water and float there a long time, until at last I could no longer see her there drowning."- Nearly Orthodox.Angela Doll Carlson
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Sometimes, late at night, the words are only whispers— Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God. The quiet is kindness and gratitude and calm— Have mercy on me, a sinner. And I fall asleep like that, the words of the Jesus Prayer melting from English to Greek— Kyrie Iesou Christe. Floating around me— Yie tou Theou. Swimming apart from me— Eleison me.Angela Doll Carlson
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When I am away from Liturgy for too long, I find I burn for it now, for the steadiness of the calendar, the words" that ring out in repetition, the heavy scented air. When I return each week, I am coming home again. Liturgy is written into my flesh, sinking into my skin and my spirit.Angela Doll Carlson