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Every universe I’ve created lately, your face keeps popping up in it. And I thought that if you can’t be cool with that, then I wouldn’t hate you, but I might need some time for myself until we’ve had enough distance that I can imagine made-up worlds without you automatically appearing.Adam Silvera
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I’d give in to the grief but make sure I wasn’t loud enough to draw attention from those who think words will make me feel better.Adam Silvera
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Then there’s the kind of zombie I’ve become now: the one who has lost everything–his brain, his heart, his light, his direction. He wanders the world, bumping into this, tripping over that, but keeps going and going. That is life after death.Adam Silvera
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But hey, if there’s one bright side to your dying, it’s that you aren’t around to tell me things I don’t like hearing. I’m sorry. That was a dickhead thing to say. I need a condom for my mouth.Adam Silvera
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Puzzles are sort of like life because you can mess up and rebuild later, and you're likely smarter the next time around.Adam Silvera
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I look up, and Jackson's eyes find mine. For a second, it almost feels like we're about to race into the hole to join you. Being buried alive has got to be better than whatever comes next.Adam Silvera
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Every universe I’ve created lately, your face keeps popping up in it.Adam Silvera
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There’s got to be some scientific study somewhere that proves your boyfriend’s sweater will keep you warmer and cure you of any illnesses a lot faster, than some Pottery Barn blanket.Adam Silvera
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I'm blown away by how happy you make me. Thank you for being there for me when I'm stupid enough to think I'd rather be alone.Adam Silvera