Quotes From "Corcitura" By Melika Dannese Lux

Death stalked toward us on padded feet.    ...
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Death stalked toward us on padded feet.        And it was not alone. Melika Dannese Lux
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I had lied to myself from the very beginning, deceived myself into believing that I was being fanciful and overly imaginative. Surely such monstrosities only existed in nightmares? Yet I had lived through a nightmare these past months, and that was no dream at all.        I was still fighting against the awful truth, not wanting to give in, searching my mind for a logical explanation–but there was none. And the most horrible realization of all was that I had known, somewhere deep inside, ever since the day I first set eyes on Vladec Salei.       Plague carrier.        Living death.        Drainer of life.        The phrasing did not matter. No euphemism could strike fear into the hearts of men the way that single word. Melika Dannese Lux
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There was something in her eyes that made me trust her. Maybe it was because they held the same cynicism, the same world-weariness I saw in my own every morning when I looked at myself in the mirror. Melika Dannese Lux
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A lot of things should have been, Zigmund, but they aren’t. Are you going to be miserable about the things you cannot change, or do something about the things you can? Melika Dannese Lux
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Tell me, Eric, ” he said, licking a droplet from the corner of his mouth. “Have you ever tasted blood?”        My mouth was so dry I could barely find the voice to answer him. “What an odd question..”       “ But a valid one. Well, have you?”       “ I’ve cut my lip before, so yes, I suppose I have tasted blood, but..”       “ Not your own, you foolish boy.” He let out a short, derisive laugh and leaned in so that he was only a few inches from my face. “I mean the blood of another.”       “ Good God, Stefan, of course not! ”       “ Pity.. Melika Dannese Lux
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His character is like an emerald–multifaceted and enhanced by inclusions. Melika Dannese Lux
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Affronts to her reputation pierced her to the heart, though I couldn’t understand why, since she had very little character left to defend. Melika Dannese Lux
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Thirteen years of friendship had bonded us together more thoroughly than if we had been born of the same mother. Even at this late stage, I was unwilling to let him go. Melika Dannese Lux
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With Stefan, the line between good and evil, right and wrong, becomes increasingly blurred. Melika Dannese Lux
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I’d go to hell and back and cut off the devil’s head myself to save you. Melika Dannese Lux
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He was mocking me. I could see his mouth beginning to lift in a maddening smirk, a smile that was half sardonic and half secretive, as if the fate of the world depended on the answer to a riddle only he knew and would never share. Melika Dannese Lux
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Not all vampires are created equal, you know. Melika Dannese Lux
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Stefan needed me. Ha! Stefan needed me, as what? His next meal? Melika Dannese Lux
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She rounded on me with such ferocity that for a moment I didn’t recognize her. A flash of fangs, a dark gleam in her blacker-than-night eyes. It was the most vampiric I’d ever seen her. Melika Dannese Lux
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A decision made during a moment of weakness can ruin your life.        To date, I had made three. Melika Dannese Lux
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Don’t listen to the ramblings of fools, ” he said, smiling grimly. “When it comes down to it, if they knew the truth, no one would want to live on this earth forever. Melika Dannese Lux
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I’m not asking for your forgiveness. I have done no wrong according to my kind. I never meant to turn you. I just wanted to have a little fun with you before they took you away. Melika Dannese Lux
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If I were pressed, I would admit that she was beautiful, in a dead bride sort of way. Melika Dannese Lux
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I’ve read about this in books, imagined it in my mind countless times since I’ve been here, but to actually witness it is something entirely different. I thought I was prepared, but nothing–no amount of book learning or supposed life experience or bravado–can make you invulnerable to the sight of a vampire drinking blood. Melika Dannese Lux
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Maybe I had been making a greater monster of him than he really was, or maybe I was still under his influence, for I was certain that he wanted me to believe he was no more than a harmless man who happened to use vampirism to get what he desired. Some remnant of his mesmerism was still upon me. I had never been able to shake the feeling that he was tucked away in a corner of my mind, that he could read my thoughts, know what I was thinking. He had done something to me, but what that was, I had never been able to discover. All I knew was that the feeling had been with me since the morning I woke up and found myself in Venice. Melika Dannese Lux
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She is so tiresome. ‘Am I a vampire, am I a wolf, am I a vampire, am I a wolf, I cannot decide, so I’ll be both! Melika Dannese Lux
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Because, my dear Eric, I have tasted the secret knowledge. I know how much to say and when to pull back. I know what to see and not see. And now that I have become whole again, I can never go back. All these things he has given me. Better than my supposed mother and father ever could. For that, I owe him my life and allegiance. Melika Dannese Lux
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How does one go on after doing such unspeakable things? It'sall rather simple, really, " he continued, speaking in someone else's voice. "Say to yourself, 'What things?' And it becomes clear..you are blameless. They brought it on themselves. What have they ever done for you except control your life? They tore you away from your sister; they ripped you from your home. Did you ask to be saved? No! Forget them and start over..with us, your true family, my Corcitura, my own. Melika Dannese Lux
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Darkness enveloped us again, and for the first time in years, I welcomed it. Melika Dannese Lux