Quotes From "But I Love Him" By Amanda Grace

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But even when I stop crying, even when we fall asleep and I'm nestled in his arms, this will leave another scar. No one will see it. No one will know. But it will be there. And eventually all of the scars will have scars, and that's all I'll be--one big scar of a love gone wrong. Amanda Grace
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I wanted to be his life preserver, the thing that would keep him afloat. Instead, he became my anchor. And I’m tired of drowning. Amanda Grace
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It's not fair. It's not fair that he lets his rage take over, that he lets it rule him. I don't know why he has to let it rule him. I don't know why he has to be two people. I don't know why he gets to be two people, and I only get to be me, the one who is here to take what he has to give, and who is here to pick pu the pieces afterward. Amanda Grace
Each piece of glass is another piece of myself I...
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Each piece of glass is another piece of myself I gave to him. It's too bad I didn't keep any pieces for myself. Amanda Grace
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We are traveling down a path with no happy ending, and it's too late to turn around. Mandy Hubbard
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What do you do when the one person you want comfort from the most is the one who caused your pain? How can I want so desperately for him to wrap me up in his arms but also want so much for him to leave me alone. Amanda Grace
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Sometimes I think I spent forever waiting for you, ' he says. 'My whole life, I've never had someone like you. Someone who doesn't have to be there, but is anyway. Someone who wants to just ... be with me because they want me. For me. Not because I'm your brother or your kid or anything, but because you choose me. Amanda Grace