You don't seem mad at all, ' she said. But I am, although I'm undergoing a cure, because my problem is that I lack a particular chemical. However, while I hope that the chemical gets rid of my chronic depression, I want to continue being mad, living life the way I dream it, and not the way other people want it to be. Do you know what exists out there, beyond the walls of Villete? Paulo Coelho
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The author was diagnosed with what is known as "juvenile-onset bipolar disorder." Juvenile-onset means that the symptoms of the disease in childhood triggered the bipolar disorder in adulthood. The author also stated that he wanted to be manic when he was in his twenties but his doctors forced him to take drugs when he was only 17. He continued to take the medication for years and years because he wanted to be able to party and have fun without being depressed. He told the reader that his problem is that he lacks a particular chemical (a mood stabilizer) but rather than taking the medication, he wants to live life like "mad."

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