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I am just the biologist; I don’t require any of this to have a deeper meaning. I am aware that all of this speculation is incomplete, inexact, inaccurate, useless. If I don’t have real answers, it is because we still don’t know what questions to ask. Our instruments are useless, our methodology broken, our motivations selfish.Jeff VanderMeer
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My Manager forced me to put my beetle in my own ear, a clear waste and an act that gave me nightmares: of a burning city through which giant carnivorous lizards prowled, eating survivors off of balconies. In one particularly vivid moment, I stood on a ledge as the jaws closed in, heat-swept, and tinged with the smell of rotting flesh. Beetles intended for the tough, tight minds of children should not be used by adults. We still remember a kinder, gentler world. .Jeff VanderMeer
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Gerard turned away and ignored the cruelty of the meerkats, tore it from his mind. Lucretia needed a heart.Jeff VanderMeer
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That's how the madness of the world tries to colonize you: from the outside in, forcing you to live in its reality.Jeff VanderMeer
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The Thing about people who wanted to show you things was that sometimes their interest in granting you knowledge was laced with a little voyeuristic sadism. They were waiting for the Look or the Reaction, and they didn’t care what it was so long as it inflicted some kind of discomfort.Jeff VanderMeer
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It was a test of a fragile trust. It was a test of our curiosity and fascination, which walked side by side with our fear. A test of whether we preferred to be ignorant or unsafe.Jeff VanderMeer
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Early on, I had thought Wick was reaching for a body across the bed. But, for a long time, he had been reaching for me--for the person called Rachel, who did indeed, in the end, love back the person name Wick.Jeff VanderMeer
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They’d never really been my friends; I didn’t cultivate friends, I had just inherited them from my husband.Jeff VanderMeer
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I didn’t answer her. All I could have said was I don’t know, a sentence that was becoming a kind of witness to our own ignorance or incompetence. Or both.Jeff VanderMeer
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Control said nothing, had said nothing for quite some time as if he didn't trust words anymore. Or had begun to cherish the answers silence gave him.Jeff VanderMeer
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We live in a universe driven by chance, ” his father had said once, “but the bullshit artists all want causality.Jeff VanderMeer
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...your antagonist is a hero in their own mind... p.192Jeff VanderMeer
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Agency in fiction has to exist in the context of the worldview. Otherwise agency is not just meaningless or unconvincing, it is often laughable. Unfortunately, agency is often thoughtlessly given to characters who would not have it in reality. p.189Jeff VanderMeer
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Think about how backstory fits the tale you're trying to tell... p.195Jeff VanderMeer
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Never do something for just one reason.Jeff VanderMeer
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I looked not for shooting stars but for fixed ones, and I would try to imagine what kind of life lived in those celestial tidal pools so far from us.Jeff VanderMeer
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Perhaps [he had] persevered for too long, in the face of too many obstacles, his hair proof of his tenacity - the stark black streaked with white or, in certain light, stark white shot through with black, each strand of white attributable to the jungle fever (so cold it burned, his skin glacial), each strand of black a testament to being alive afterwards.Jeff VanderMeer
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Even through the dulling effects of the pill, he wanted to be rid of his itching brain, his ignited skin, the flesh beneath, to in some way become so ethereal and Unbound to the earth that he could unsee, disavow, disavowJeff VanderMeer
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Has there always been someone like me to bury the bodies, to have regrets, to carry on after everyone else was dead?Jeff VanderMeer
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He was Control, and he was in control.Jeff VanderMeer
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I believed that it might be pulling these different impressions of itself from my mind and projecting them back at me, as a form of camouflage. To thwart the biologist in me, to frustrate the logic left in me.Jeff VanderMeer
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The idea that a dysfunctional thought could take root in a vacuum, the individual anonymous and wraithlike, unknowable because, especially at first, he or she had no interaction with other people. Because more and more in the modern Internet era you came across isolated instances of a mind virus or worm: brains that self-washed, bathed in received ideologies that came down from on high, ideologies that could remain dormant or hidden for years, silent as death until they struck. Almost anything could happen now, and did.Jeff VanderMeer
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I had long ago stopped believing in promises. Biological imperatives, yes. Environmental factors, yes. Promises, no.Jeff VanderMeer