25 Quotes & Sayings By Hubert Selby Jr

Hubert Selby Jr. was born in Texas in 1939, and came to New York City in the early 1960s. His first novel, Last Exit to Brooklyn, was published in 1966. Selby’s fiction has been compared favorably with the work of William S Read more

Burroughs and Thomas Pynchon; his work is marked by an apocalyptic vision of society, an obsession with drugs (especially heroin), and the sexual exploitation of women. His most famous novel, Last Exit to Brooklyn, is considered one of the greatest American novels of the 20th century.

But you cant shut everyone out. I mean you have...
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But you cant shut everyone out. I mean you have to have someone to love... someone to hold on to... someone-- Hubert Selby Jr.
There's a sorrow and pain in everyone's life, but every...
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There's a sorrow and pain in everyone's life, but every now and then there's a ray of light that melts the loneliness in your heart and brings comfort like hot soup and a soft bed. Hubert Selby Jr.
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They luxuriated in the feeling of deep and all pervading satisfaction, a feeling of knowing absolutely that all was well with the world and them and that the world was not only their oyster it was also their linguine with clam sauce. Not only were all things possible, but all things were theirs. Hubert Selby Jr.
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I was sitting at home and had a profound experience. I experienced, in all of my Being, that someday I was going to die, and it wouldn't be like it had been happening, almost dying but somehow staying alive, but I would just die! And two things would happen right before I died: I would regret my entire life; I would want to live it over again. This terrified me. The thought that I would live my entire life, look at it and realize I blew it forced me to do something with my life. . Hubert Selby Jr.
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Being an artist doesn't take much. Just everything you got. Which means of course that as the process is giving you life, it is also bringing you closer to death. But it's no big deal. They are one in the same and cannot be avoided or denied. So when I totally embrace this process, this life/death, and abandon myself to it completely, I transcend all this gibberish and hang out with the gods. It seems to me that that is worth the price of admission. . Hubert Selby Jr.
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Time has to pass. But sometimes its so goddamn long. Sometimes it just seems to drag and drag and weigh a ton. And hang on you like a monkey. Like its going to suck the blood out of you. Or squeeze your guts out. And sometimes it flies. And is gone somewhere, somehow, before you know it was even here. As if time is only here to make you miserable. That's the only reason for time. To squeeze you. Crush you. To tie you up in knots and make you fucking miserable. . Hubert Selby Jr.
All the energy of their frustration and fear going into...
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All the energy of their frustration and fear going into their laughter. Hubert Selby Jr.
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There was a sky somewhere above the tops of the buildings, with stars and a moon and all the things there are in a sky, but they were content to think of the distant street lights as planets and stars. If the lights prevented you from seeing the heavens, then preform a little magic and change reality to fit the need. The street lights were now planets and stars and moon. Hubert Selby Jr.
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But to believe that getting stuff is the purpose and aim of life is madness. Hubert Selby Jr.
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The voice so filled with nostalgia that you could almost see the memories floating through the blue smoke, memories not only of music and joy and youth, but perhaps, of dreams. They listened to the music, each hearing it in his own way, feeling relaxed and a part of the music, a part of each other, and almost a part of the world. Hubert Selby Jr.
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For weeks Tyrone thought he was going to die any minute, and there were also times when he was afraid he wasnt going to die. Hubert Selby Jr.
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It/ll be better tomorrow... Hubert Selby Jr.
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Jesus, Jesus, Jesus. Help me. Please, help me. If you really exist, you skinny jew bastard, help me kill myself. Hubert Selby Jr.
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I think the function of suffering is to let me know that my perception is skewed; what I’m doing is judging natural events in such a way that I am creating suffering within myself. For instance, you have pain over certain conditions, certain situations that occur. And if you just say ‘ok, here I am, I’m going to experience the pain, ’ you don’t suffer. The resistance and the degree of the resistance to the natural phenomenon of life causes tremendous suffering. . Hubert Selby Jr.
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They came close. Oh they came close. Was all set to put a gun in my mouth and pull the trigger. But there was a computer glitch. Isnt that something? A stupid glitch and I had to wait a few days and then I saw the errors of my ways, saw so clearly that I was killing the wrong person. Its not me that needs killing, its them. Funny how things can change in the wink of an eye. Hubert Selby Jr.
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He looked down at the street, and the unbroken whiteness, and watched his foot touch the snow and listened to the slight crunching sound as he stepped forward. He looked back at his footprints. They were fascinating. He had been the only one to walk along this street today. There wasn’t even the mark of a dog or squirrel, or the scratch of a bird. He continued through the soft, silent snow, a feeling of peace starting to flow through him, helping make his step lighter and easier. Hubert Selby Jr.
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He looked at the houses he had been passing these weeks and though he had never studied them carefully they had become familiar through the process of seeing them so often, and he was now impressed with the change in their appearance as he looked at them through the gray of the air and whiteness of the snow, each house, shrub, tree, bush and mailbox trimmed with snow and blending into the air as if they were just a picture projected upon the still, pearly grayness, just an impression created by the silent snow, a picture on the edge and verge of disappearing and leaving only the air and snow through which he now lightly walked. It did not seem possible, but the air was even softer and quieter. He continued walking alongside his prints feeling he could walk forever, that as long as the silent snow continued falling he could continue walking, and as he did he would leave behind all worries and cares, all horrors of the past and future. There would be nothing to bother him or torture his mind and fill his body with tremors of fear, the dark night of the soul over. There would only be himself and the soft, silent snow; and each flake, in its own life, its own separate and distinct entity, would bring with it its own joy, and he would easily partake of that joy as he continued walking, the gentle, silent snow falling ever so quietly, ever so joyously .. yes, and ever so love-ing-ly .. loveing-ly.. . Hubert Selby Jr.
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Eventually we all have to accept full and total responsibility for our actions, everything we have done, and have not done. Hubert Selby Jr.
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I have joined an ancient fraternity. I have killed a man. Hubert Selby Jr.
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Bodies need poison. Withdrawals without it. Toxin-free airs a killer. Hubert Selby Jr.
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Life was not longer something to endure, but to live. Hubert Selby Jr.
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...and he just sat back and stared at the tube, almost interested in what was happening, trying to find the ability to believe in that lie so he could believe the one within. Hubert Selby Jr.
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There was a problem and that was that. Why didnt make a fiddlers fuck. Hubert Selby Jr.
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He didnt know what was defeating him, but he sensed it was something he could not cope with, something that was far beyond his power to control or even at this point in time comprehend. Hubert Selby Jr.