7 Quotes & Sayings By Carolyn Ainscough

Carolyn Ainscough is an Australian author, entrepreneur and life coach. She was born in the UK but spent most of her childhood in Australia. Her books include Love Your Life, Love Your Business, Love At Work and The Book Of Love, which has sold over 1 million copies in Australia alone. Her books have been published in ten languages and she is also a regular contributor to award-winning radio shows such as The Infinite Mind and Tom Ballard's Life Matters radio show Read more

Carolyn has been featured on TV shows such as Sunrise, 60 Minutes and 60 Minutes II, reported on radio programs such as ABC 702's Life Matters and invited to be a guest on many other shows including The Oprah Winfrey Show and CNN's Larry King Live.

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The abuser's desire to abuse is not created by the child - it is there before the child appears Carolyn Ainscough
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Like Jocelyn, Survivors often think: * That’s just the way I am * I’m not lovable, that’s why I keep having disastrous relationships * I’m not very clever, that’s why I didn’t do well at school * I’m a loner * I’m a weak person * I’m not very nice * I was a difficult child Many survivors find it difficult to accept that being sexually abused as a child can continue to affect them many years later. It may seem too fantastic, or too frightening an idea to believe. David Finkelhor, an American researcher, has tried to explain how sexual abuse affects a child and leads to long-term problems. He suggests four ways in which childhood sexual abuse causes problems:1 Traumatic Sexualization2 Stigmatization 3 Betrayal 4 Powerlessness. Carolyn Ainscough
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Survivors are damaged to different degrees by their experiences. This does not depend on what happened physically. A Survivor who has been raped will not necessarily be more damaged than a Survivor who has been touched. The degree of damage depend on the degree of traumatic sexualization, stigmatization, betrayal and powerlessness, the child has experienced. This in turn depends on a number of factors such as:* who the abuser was;* how many abusers were involved;* if the abuser was same-sex or opposite sex;* what took place;* what was said;* how long the abuse went on for;* How the child felt and how she interpreted what was happening;* if the child was otherwise happy and supported;* how other people reacted to the disclosure or discovery of the abuse;* how old the child was . Carolyn Ainscough
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I can't get myself to say what happened next. I cannot cope with even thinking about this let alone living with it."" It is so degrading and I try to forget, it hurts so much because she is my mother."- Graham talks about being sexually abused by his mother Carolyn Ainscough
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Many Survivors blame themselves for the abuse and continue to feel responsible and guilty for anything bad that happens to them or to other people they know. Survivors often feel bad about themselves and different from other people. They therefore isolate themselves from other people and avoid making close friendships. Carolyn Ainscough
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I am disgusted that I was often taken into their bed and told to do things to both of them. The things a decent parent wouldn't think of. I didn't know that having sex with her or with him was wrong because I'd never known anything else but I never understood why it used to hurt so much. It carried on right until she died and I am sure that if she was still alive it would still be going on now. I wished someone would help me and stop them hurting me. I tried to do what they told me to do because somethings they were nice to me if I did it properly."- Graham talks about being sexually abused by his mother (and her boyfriend) Graham was sexually abused by his mother. The only person who showed him any affection in his childhood was his grandmother." My mother always told me the police would think I was a 'dirty little bastard' if I told them and they would take me away to a children's home and I would never see grandmother again."" I knew it was my fault and nobody would believe me."- Graham Children often do not tell about abuse because of their fears about how other people will respond. The most common fear is that they will not be believed, It is a child's word against an adult's and the adult may be well liked and respected in the community. Nowadays, because of the television and newspaper coverage, people are aware that child sexual abuse does happen. In the recent past it was thought to be a rare occurrence, so even if they were trusted adults around for a child to tell, the adult would probably have found it difficult to believe and would have little idea what to do about it. . Carolyn Ainscough